Now What?

What happens when you've spent months preparing for one event, and then, just like that, everything is over? It seems as though I've spent the last 6 months with one thought as a constant in the back of my head - mom, cancer, chemo/radiation, surgery. After this past incredibly long week, the surgery is over and Mom is doing well. She'll have to do more chemo, but that seems so minor compared to what we've been through now, and it's only preventative. So, the worst is over. Now what? Time to move on, I guess. Start really living instead of just going through the motions with thoughts elsewhere. Time to focus on me and what I need. It feels weird.